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Tuesday, August 12, 2014

R.I.P. Robin Williams

Today, the world lost an amazing soul.

It started out a relatively normal day. Then, like usual, I got on Facebook and started scrolling. But to my to my devastating surprise, I read some shocking news that really rattled me. Robin Williams had died. I was crushed. I couldn't believe it. I hoped - prayed - it was another stupid Hollywood rumor going around. That he really was fine, just causing some trouble. But to my discovery, this news is true.

I didn't know how to respond. Should I be sad? Angry? All I could do was think. I was in complete shock. I mean, I didn't really know him. I shouldn't be bothered. He was just an actor, right?

This man was an amazing inspiration to countless people. Always spreading happiness and smiles. Being there for people in ways that no one can understand. The power of a good laugh to those who really need it, that's something truly amazing. He has - and will continue to forever - help more people than even he could ever imagine.

To find out that he was depressed, and has passed due to suicide is what really shook me up. To think of a man that had been surrounded by happy, funny and inspirational movies his whole life is a guy that's obviously happy, right?

Being surrounded by happiness does not make a person happy. Even acting happy can be pointless if someone is really hurting. Depression is a lying, cheating, greedy bastard, and it has ruined countless lives. It's devastating when someone has the level of unhappiness, hopelessness, and feels so unloved that they feel their only option is to end it all.

So please, look around in your life. Take a moment to truly examine each and every person in your life; because some of them are hurting, even the 'happy' ones. Some of them might be in excruciating emotional pain, and they feel so hopeless, so alone, and they're close to the end of their rope. Don't take anyone's life for granted. If I've learned anything from life, it's that life is so delicate, that it can be swept away in an instant..

And please, if you're dealing with depression, feel hopeless, or just can't take it anymore, get help. People can help you. Your true friends are there for you. No matter what your reason for being sad is. No matter how small you think your problem is; it's still a problem, and it still matters. Please don't let it wrap it's nasty arms around you, break free and just talk to someone.

And if you have even one friend, or one family member, don't take them for granted. They are a human being that deals with crap just like you and me. Sometimes, your best superpower is a few kind words. Or a hug. Or just being there for them. Just don't fall into the mindset that tells you that everyone is fine. Because sometimes the ones that seem fine, and seem like they have it together, are the ones that are just hanging on by a thread.

So I ask you - BEG you - go tell everyone you know; all of your friends and family, that you care about them. Never stop telling them that. Tell them that their life means something. They are truly one of a kind, completely special and unique. Their life is important. You never know who may need to hear four very important words: I'm here for you.

If you need to talk to someone about depression and hopelessness, or if you are having thoughts about or are considering suicide, PLEASE contact any of these suicide prevention services

Suicide prevention hotline:
1-800-273-8255


Teen suicide prevention textline:
www.crisistextline.org


Suicide prevention online chatline:
www.imalive.org


Or talk to a friend.

Monday, August 19, 2013

Sickness...

So, I keep forgetting the fact that I have two blogs. heh, whoops..
Anyway, I may as well post here since I'm about to go crazy from being sick.

I've been sick for week or so now. Not that "I'm going to puke and die if I move an inch to get a sip of water" kind of sick, it's that lingering "Bleh, I'm not that bad am I? But it's bad enough that I want to do nothing but have a Netflix marathon, plan my future wedding on Pinterest and eat ice cream" kind of sick. Lingering headaches, dry/pink eyes, aching muscles, and a sore throat that WON'T GO AWAY.

I'm trying as hard as I can to make it go away, taking all kinds of supplements, dealing with annoying eye drops, drinking nasty vitamin 'juice', and drinking nauseating herbal teas* to get better. And if it counts as rest, a lot of Netflix marathons. So maybe I'm not making a gigantic effort, but my brain has been in so much of a fog that it's either this, or pace around the house until I pass out. So, at least I'm doing something semi-productive: Catching up on a fandom**.

 As I look over at the luke-warm cup of Emergen-c that I'm supposed to be drinking, I realize something. I haven't really talked to anyone lately. I haven't gone anywhere either. Not to church. Not for my weekly sleepover at my best friends house. Not even to babysit.

And I'm just starting to feel the effects that go along with stir-crazy-ness.

Effects include:
Wanting to lie around the house and stare at the ceiling.
Over-thinking about the fact that I have been doing nothing lately.
Wanting to cook everything I can think of, but even thinking about it makes me want to take a nap.
Over-thinking about the fact that I haven't posted much on my blogs lately.
Listening to music non-stop.
Over-thinking about what I want to do with my life.
Netflix.
Over-thinking about every detail of my future that needs to be planned out RIGHT NOW.
Almost making plans to hang out with someone, then remembering that I'm sick.
Over-thinking about how much I over-think.

I'm going to explode. Like really, I need non-family social interaction. Heeeelllppp...... passes out


Thanks for reading! Click here to check out me and my best friend's other blog that I've severely neglected recently. Like seriously, I need to get on there soon. 

Anyway, I hope you've had an awesome-sauce day! I need to sleep now. 

goodnight

*I don't like licorice. Like really, really, don't like. With a burning, disliking, passion.
**Supernatural, if you were wondering.

Friday, May 10, 2013

The Piano Guys Concert!!

We just recently went on a weekend getaway, and say The Piano Guys concert, and it was the best weekend ever!!!
(WARNING! Long post.)

I had been looking forward to this concert ever since I heard they were going on tour, which was in January, so we bought them as soon as they went on sale! I would realize off and on the fact that we were going to see them LIVE! But I really started getting excited on the car ride over there! We checked into our hotel, then we officially started heading towards the venue!

We showed up, and we're freaking out like fangirls, and most of the people we're seeing are full grown adults, not freaking out. I just accepted at the beginning of the night I was going to freak out, and the people there can judge me if they want, but I really love their music, and was excited to get to see them live. I wasn't going to hide it at all! And it turns out I physically can not keep myself from freaking out!

We find our seats, and we start talking about how excited we were. Then we decided we were going to take pictures in front of the stage with the instruments! Excited that we were seeing the instruments up close, we started freaking out. Then, backstage behind a curtain, we SAW them walking around! From that second on, we decided we were NOT going to sit back down until we had to!

It was really funny thinking back about it, because every single time I saw them, I went into a giggle/excitement/fangirl attack! I couldn't stop! The best part, is when they started noticing us! They would just be talking to each other, and they would look over and point at us! It was so funny when Steven Sharp Nelson was at the back curtain, then he ran to the closer curtain, and peeked out REALLY fast, then he ran back to the other curtain!

Then, we saw a doorway that lead to the stage. My friend Amber convinced us we were going to try to sneak up there. Only to quickly be shooed away, so we just pretended that we were looking for the bathrooms. Then, of course, we took our places back in front of the stage until a lady told us we needed to sit down.

The concert itself was amazing! They did so many of my favorite songs, and even some improvised ones! They were so funny jokingly picking on each other. Jon convinced Steven that they were going to to Pachalbel's Cannon in D, but if you've never known a cellist, than you wouldn't know that it is apparently the most boring song for the cello. "When Pachalbel was writing Cannon in D, He wrote the piano part, the Violin part, the Viola part, but when he got to the Cellos, He wrote the first eight notes and DIED." So, he proceeded to make it not boring, by kicking up his feet and sitting back, eating a banana, then he "Fell asleep"! I can't judge, though, because I've never played it(or any other song for that matter) on Cello. 

They were cracking us up, then they played some more songs. At one point, one of the hairs from Steven's bow broke, so he plucked it off and threw it down.

During the intermission, we asked someone if we could just hop up there and grab it, and we got an immediate NO. So, we saw a security guy, and asked him.
Amber: One of the hairs from Steven's bow fell off, and we were wondering if we could just hop up there and grab it really quickly?
Security guard: Sure, yeah. You can do anything you want!
Amber: Will we get kicked out for it?
Security guard: Of course. But, I can mention it to Steven, and if he says it's cool, then I'll bring it to you.

So, after about 10 - 15 minutes, someone came out on stage looking for it. So Amber went up there and pointed it out, and got it! It was awesome!

After the intermission, Jon was playing upside down,
With his toe,
 etc. He even got up and danced! And sang The Sun Will Come Out! It was amazing, and hilarious! They also had a paper bag full of t-shirts they were throwing out to the audience. When they threw out all of the shirts, they just tossed the bag down and went on. They finished their show, and everyone started to leave. So, of course, we grabbed the paper bag too!

After the concert, we heard them talking up the stairs! And, again, started freaking out! We figured it's too late to get kicked out, so we started sneaking up the stairs to try and say hi! There was a small group of people, and then the Piano Guys! We started FREAKING OUT trying not to fall down the stairs, pass out, pee ourselves, etc. Then they said they were going to have a signing/meet-and-greet at the front of the building, so the people started heading that way. We asked where they were doing the signing, so we could try to start heading up that way, and they invited us to walk over there with them! I was really trying not to lose it right in front of them, and was silently starting to have some kind of anxiety attack or something. Amber was saying something to us, and when I turned around to reply, I saw I was walking within a foot of Steven Sharp Nelson!!
 I think I nearly went into a fangirl coma or something, I was just a little bit behind him, but started freaking out, pointing and whispering: "IT'S STEVEN!! RIGHT THERE!! STEVEN IS RIGHT THERE!! OH MY GOSH WE'RE WALKING NEXT TO STEVEN SHARP NELSON!!!"

I somehow made it to the lines without passing out or getting security called on me, so we waited in line, and I started thinking of what I was going to say to them. I started preparing this speech in my head, about how they've inspired me to start playing again, how their music can totally make my day, cheer me up, but as soon as we got up there, my mind blanked out, and I could just say HI and answer their questions. We made shirts for the concert, that said: "If lost, please return to The Piano Guys" Steve read it and laughed! He love them. Steve talked with us for a bit, then signed our tickets,
got pictures with us!
When we took a picture, he said do a silly face. I'm not exactly what's happening, but I'm pretty sure I was too excited to even make one.. And I'm pretty sure Victoria was just showing how excited she really was!
He hugged us!
I love this picture so much, because it shows how much they truly care about each and every one of their fans, and they really acknowledge that the reason they're famous, and able to do what they love, is because of their fans. And then of course, there's Victoria, about to pass out because she's hugging the worlds best Cellist! It was just was awesome! Then we had to move on. We were about to die from excitement, I think. 

Next, we moved up to Paul and Al's line. They are awesome people, and so funny! We showed them our shirt, and they loved them too! So we chatted with them, then they signed our papers and Bag, we got pictures, and we got to hug them!
I think Victoria was going to faint or something, her face is hilarious!
These guys are so awesome! They may not be in a lot of their videos, but they work hard filming and editing them, to make them just perfect. They are awesome people, and the Piano Guys wouldn't be the same without them!

Next, we went to Jon's line. He is so awesome, and I'm so glad we got to meet him! He's an amazing musician, and an awesome person! He got pictures with us!
We chatted for a bit, then he hugged us, signed our tickets and bag, and we said bye. 
It was a sad moment when we looked through the doors at them, wishing we could hang out with them all night! Then we realized, Steven didn't sign Victoria's bag! We had to debate going back in there, since it was about 11:40pm. Of course, we decided to go back in, and I'm so glad we did! 

We go stand back in Steven's line, and we're the next to last people in line. When we are one person behind him, he looked at us, and nodded with a BIG grin on his face. When we got up there, he greeted us by saying: "My Piano Girls!" Then he asked what he missed. We told him we forgot to get the bag signed, and he smiled and signed it. Then we asked him if we could get a group picture with all of them, and he said he would ask the guys after all of the other people were gone. So we went and sat on some stairs. After Steven talked to the last guy that was behind us, he said: "Ooh, stairs! That would make a great picture!" And ran over and sat above us.
He laughed, and said: "Next, let's do apprehensive."
Now normally I can't keep a straight face to save my life, but when Steven Sharp Nelson suggests it, I was able to pull off the most serious face I've ever made in my life. 
"Now make a happy face!"
NO PROBLEM! I was so happy and excited at this point, I think I was about to explode!
Now here is the single best picture that I have taken in my whole life. I still get so excited when I look through these pictures. I'm so glad I got to meet these amazing people, and I wouldn't have ever thought I would have this much fun, but thanks to these amazing people(including Amber), it was the best weekend ever!

We got to hang out with them for about another 15 minutes! We saw one of them had a Silver Sharpie, and we wanted to get our shirts signed, so we asked them, and they were going to get a picture with a couple more people, then they said they would. So when they went into the other room to do that, we followed them. I'm surprised we didn't ever get security called on us or anything! When they were done with the pictures, they signed our shirts, and we talked for a little bit longer, then we actually left.

Almost! We had to walk past the tour bus one more time, and when we did, their manager popped out of their bus and offered us a donut!
He was so funny, and told us: "Quick, before they get back!" It was hilarious! 
Apparently, it was an amazing donut..
We thanked him for the donuts, and headed back to the hotel. 

It was such an amazing night, and I still can't believe it happened! Everyone that night was amazing, and it was so fun! I'm SO glad I was able to go, and that we stepped outside of our comfort zone, so we could get the chance to meet them like that! 

Friday, December 7, 2012

First Post! My day today

Hey everyone! This blog is just kinda going to be about my daily life, pictures of me and my day. 

This morning was rough, but the rest of the day got better as it progressed. 
Me and my friends Susan O'Neil and Vanessa Goins went to some foreign grocery stores. They were 
Euro Mart, Spiceology, Jerusalem Mart, and took our food to LaFortune Park for a picnic, and then a quick run the the Rustle Stovers shop!
First stop, Euro Mart!
We all love Narnia, so I had to get a picture of this Turkish Delight.

And here's the sweet lady who runs the shop. She was generously giving us samples! 

And...I found a Whole Mini Piglet..

I'm not sure exactly who buys this, but I know that I won't be buying this any time soon.


Next, our Picnic! We thought it was so neat how this cheese looked when we broke it.

Another picture of the cheese.

And our lovely spread of foreign foods. Next stop, Swan Lake!

The swans and ducks were being fed.



Wouldn't that be a neat job, feeding the swans!


And to end the day, A lovely sunset! Not really, this was from the night before. But still worth sharing.

Thanks for reading, and see you tomorrow!