So, I keep forgetting the fact that I have two blogs. heh, whoops..
Anyway, I may as well post here since I'm about to go crazy from being sick.
I've been sick for week or so now. Not that "I'm going to puke and die if I move an inch to get a sip of water" kind of sick, it's that lingering "Bleh, I'm not that bad am I? But it's bad enough that I want to do nothing but have a Netflix marathon, plan my future wedding on Pinterest and eat ice cream" kind of sick. Lingering headaches, dry/pink eyes, aching muscles, and a sore throat that WON'T GO AWAY.
I'm trying as hard as I can to make it go away, taking all kinds of supplements, dealing with annoying eye drops, drinking nasty vitamin 'juice', and drinking nauseating herbal teas* to get better. And if it counts as rest, a lot of Netflix marathons. So maybe I'm not making a gigantic effort, but my brain has been in so much of a fog that it's either this, or pace around the house until I pass out. So, at least I'm doing something semi-productive: Catching up on a fandom**.
As I look over at the luke-warm cup of Emergen-c that I'm supposed to be drinking, I realize something. I haven't really talked to anyone lately. I haven't gone anywhere either. Not to church. Not for my weekly sleepover at my best friends house. Not even to babysit.
And I'm just starting to feel the effects that go along with stir-crazy-ness.
Effects include:
Wanting to lie around the house and stare at the ceiling.
Over-thinking about the fact that I have been doing nothing lately.
Wanting to cook everything I can think of, but even thinking about it makes me want to take a nap.
Over-thinking about the fact that I haven't posted much on my blogs lately.
Listening to music non-stop.
Over-thinking about what I want to do with my life.
Netflix.
Over-thinking about every detail of my future that needs to be planned out RIGHT NOW.
Almost making plans to hang out with someone, then remembering that I'm sick.
Over-thinking about how much I over-think.
I'm going to explode. Like really, I need non-family social interaction. Heeeelllppp...... passes out
Thanks for reading! Click here to check out me and my best friend's other blog that I've severely neglected recently. Like seriously, I need to get on there soon.
Anyway, I hope you've had an awesome-sauce day! I need to sleep now.
*I don't like licorice. Like really, really, don't like. With a burning, disliking, passion.
**Supernatural, if you were wondering.
2 comments:
I have the greatest teenagers, ever! You are so creative and such a good cook. No wonder I can't lose any weight! I hate that you're sick and I hate that I haven't been able to do much for you. I hope this week proves to be different. We must get you socialization, you poor homeschooled child! I love to read what's going on in your mind. You tend to hold it in longer and share less than another teenager we know. ;-) I so look forward to how you continue growing and developing. If you're like this now, you're going to be a fantastic adult! Keep it up, girl! I love you. Don't you ever forget it.
Love you and hope you are feeling better soon. Once you are well, you'll have to come up for a day or two and we can cook and chat. I definatly understand the 'thinking too much' thing.
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